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It’s me,
I think you may have come to the conclusion I was sad because of some of the things I wrote in the past. You are right I was sad for a long time. I fell in love with someone and it ended. I think what made it so hard was that I had never been in love before not like that anyway and I was 38 at the time. It was the most powerful and painful experience I had ever endured. It was hard to cope with the loss and confusion and writing about it helped. I never got the chance to…